i really wanna bring ernest back but hes not like a well liked character it seems? like i was looking through my drafts and it was just various replies to archived luciens and i just
❛ it’d be a miracle if we did survive longer than a few years in this shithole … ❜ a short chuckle and a following sigh , his eyes landed on his twiddling thumbs , and he thought hard about what caused him to suddenly reveal how he felt about the other . but sadly , he found nothing but an empty answer and more questions about his emotions ; maybe it was his hormones or maybe it was his father’s doing , he hadn’t the idea . ❛ who says you still aren’t both of those things ? you’re still pretty gross and lame but … you’re cooler than most people . ❜
( document log : sorry i’m emotional ) // @cellarwhine // in response to this .
❝…❞
He continues to sink down in his seat, finding himself UNRESPONSIVE to Lucien’s words. Something about it didn’t sit right him, and he’d blame the mood Lucien had set for now. It was… Uncomfortably INTIMATE for the both of them. Not in the sense of anything romantic, butCONFIDENCE in each other in any sense was something rarely ( if ever ) talked about, or even acknowledged. And yet… For some reason Lucien still AGREEING with what Ernest hated about himself, his SELF DESTRUCTIVENESS, was making his stomach turn.
For now, he’d bury it. Deep down where nobody would ever think to find it.
❛ out of everyone in this fucked up town , you're the only one that i could see staying with me for years ... not trying to make a move on ya or anything , that's gross . but , you're pretty ... cool to hang out with . ❜
❝… That’s pretty gay, dude,❞ for once, it seems RATHER OBVIOUS it’s a joke, lighthearted as he leans backwards into the couch.
❝You being real right now? I didn’t think either of us would live for many more years, HAH.❞ He falls quiet.
❝… Am I really that cool to hang out with? I thought I was REPULSIVEand ANNOYING.❞
